They’ll be very lucky to get you because you’re one of the best people I know. You’ll live on in my heart, forever.
Oh whatever. Everyone will be screaming your name, including me. They’re going to record the sage at your concert and see a little ghost me dancing around the stage because i’m your biggest fan.
You’re my good luck charm. Always remember that, okay?
and I’ll be at every performance, every meet and greet…. They won’t know it but no ones going to get you without me.
Why can I see you r-right now? I miss your face.Yeah? You’l look so pretty. Absolutely gorgeous. You always do.
Thats not possible. Caroline, my album comes out this week. How crazy is that? And you’re not gonna be there to walk the red carpet with me.
I am here. I am…. I always am you just can’t see me. I’ll even be wearing that Givenchy dress you picked out for me, you know the one with the lace back? I’m always watching over you.
Am I h-hallucinating? G-God, I m-missyou.
God I miss you more. I’m so proud of you, Alison.
Caroline is that you?
Hey Ali.. I’ve missed your voice.
You take a deep breath and walk through the doors,
Its the morning of your very first day.
You say hi to your friends, you ain’t seen in a while.
Tryin’ to stay out of everybodys way.
Its your Freshman Year, and youre gonna be here for the next four years in this town.
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say you know I haven’t seen you around before….
Cause when you’re fifteen and someone tells you they love you, you’re gonna believe them.
I remember being 15 with you… going through that. I even knew back then you’d be the biggest thing in music….
Goodbye || Lucy&Open
Kneeling down, Lucy placed the small boat into the river. A picture of Sam and herself lay on the front, with her locket placed right in front of the photo. Her head low as she gave it a small push to send it sailing into the river, the wind picking up the speed as she gulped, crossing her arms, watching the small boat sail further and further out. Closing her eyes for a moment, she shook her head attempting to bring herself to not cry. “Goodbye Sam.. You were my best friend.. and I’m sorry you didn’t get the funereal that you deserve,” She spoke softly, her voice shaking slightly.
Shaking her head, and running her fingers through her straightened hair, Lucy began to cry softly. Her heart was hurting, and she couldn’t tell anyone about it. Pulling the sleeves of her jacket down, and using the edges to wipe underneath her eyes, Lucy walked back to the docks. The sound of her heels clicking against the wooden floor. She looked up at the sunset, the wind blowing as her mind raced with thoughts. She leaned against the wooden railing, taking a deep breath as she watched the skies.
Caroline stood back a bit of the way into the wooded area. She watched her sister curiously, seeing her cry was not easy. She knew Sam had died, she hadn’t seen her yet in the after life or whatever the hell the dead liked to call it but she figured she’d pop up soon. Caroline was never really fond of Sam but she was Lucy’s best friend. Her sisters loss, was her loss. Caroline wanted so badly to walk up to her but she was afraid of what might happen if she did.
Caroline slowly made her way to the dock. Her steps made no sound and her movements didn’t move anything else. She moved right through anything in her way. “It’s just a step forward.” She whispered softly to her, “You’re so strong, Lucy, I adore you. I’m so sorry you keep losing people, but were here we really are.” Caroline felt a tear drip down her cheek, wondering if her sister, if she turned, could see her.
I won’t lie to you Car, it takes time… It wasn’t until last month when I heard Celia that I truly realized that it wasn’t over, that maybe I was meant to have been shot so that no matter what, I could always look over my baby girl… No, Caroline you’ve been through so much more than I ever did, you are so so strong. You didn’t break anyone… I promise you this, your death will always be with Lucy, with everyone who you meant something too, but you will get to watch them regain their happiness and it will give you more hope and more happiness than you know….
I believe you… I… I want to watch her get married and be happy in the future. I’ll… I’ll just stay with you and we’ll be okay. God this is so hard….
I know it seems scary right now… I know it seems like you’ll never get over not being there anymore. But it’s not scary, Carrie. It’s amazing, over the last seven months I’ve watched Rikki grow into such an amazing mother, I get to watch over Celia and I heard her first words… I’m not cold anymore, Caroline. And I won’t leave you alone this time either… I love you, too, Care…
When do I get to see the good? All of seen is Lucy crying…. and Caleb is just gone. I can’t find him no matter how hard I look he’s no where and I want him back… You’re stronger than me Jacob…. I ruined everything when I was alive, and you? You fixed people. I just broke them.